Send me info on how to pay you and all. I think I want some Crowstiel that starts off angry and desperate and ends in a broken fluffiness.
lizzysledgehammer replied to your post: I think I may HAVE to draw the current scene in mine and Ashe’s RP.
y u no follow my ask blog, there is so much schmoop u might luv it
I just don’t follow ask blogs usually since I’m no longer an ask blog.
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After a while I told them to shove the pills up their ass. Fuck ritalin and prozac, man, that shit is messed up.
They gave me a medication for depression. Come to find out now that particular medication is known to mess you up a lot when you’re bipolar.
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Rosaries feel nice in your hand, even though they’re all Jesus-y. They ended up putting me on meds for that behavior. Because my short attention span it’d only work on my pulling and chewing for a little bit. Dang.
Yeah, they put me on meds for it…ended up being the wrong meds and severely fucked me up. So…yeah, I try to avoid meds now, do the all-natural thing. If I didn’t have to worry about cost and how it may affect my work ethic/schedule, I’d try meds again now that I know more about how I am, but…well…
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bracelet trick? I know I used to use rubber bands, and when I wanted to pull, I’d just snap the bands instead. Is that the same as the bracelet trick?
Yeah, except that didn’t work, so I had to use beads that felt nice in between my fingers, so I’d roll them back and forth. I also used rosaries that had loose beads, as they could do the same thing but close to my face since they’d be round my neck. It helped a little but not much, so I mostly don’t do it anymore. Didn’t care to be thought of as Catholic anyway. It felt deceptive.
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The way I learned how to stop yanking out hairs, or at least do it less often, is when I found myself pulling, I immediately distracted myself. Like, I’d knit, or I’d draw, or I’d write. I dunno, worked for me :D
I’ve been trying that stuff for my derma for YEARS. I tried the bracelet trick to keep my hands distracted too. Putting nice-feeling things in my pockets to try and encourage I keep my hands there instead. Drawing. Writing. Hell, TMI, but I tried masturbating too, but I still end up picking even during that. It’s fucking ridiculous.
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ahh, see mine is stress induced, I’ve done it since I was a kid. Yeah, my eyebrows are REALLY thin because I had to try and fix them, I know that feel. Gah.
The Tricho right now is more OCD than stress, that and it feels nice. The Derma is most definitely a combination of a lot of things, stress and OCD being two of the major ones. My derma is horrendous, so I’m hoping the tricho doesn’t become a trend because I get enough problems with the derma alone.
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trichotillomania is rough, I still put out chunks of my eye brows and sometimes I have no eyelashes. O_O
It’s because of my dermatillomania that it’s occurring. I have several developing pimples/cysts in my eyebrows right now, so pulling the hairs around them help take away from the pressure. But I plucked so many I got bald spots, so then I had to pluck more to shape them into something okay-looking, and now I’ve plucked more and messed that up, so…ugh.
lizzysledgehammer replied to your post: LOL, I’m so multifandom I can’t even keep up with them.
speaking of yu gi oh, please tell me that you’ve seen ‘Marik plays Bloodlines.’ I nearly pissed myself laughing.
OMG, I’ve seen the first one and I haven’t been able to keep up with it. OMG, so much stuff to catch up with.
I still need to finish Sherlock, and Batman: The Musical, and Batman Beyond, and hbgbfsbgdsbgdhshdgjkfd SO MUCH
